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I feel sick
I can't think straight
My focus is shot,
I swear I'm not drunk.
No drugs in my system,
Nothing to make me fall
Even though I feel
As though I'm loosing it all.
My heart is racing
My head is throbbing
Every limb in my body
Feels suddenly numb.
I can't think
I can't eat
I can't drink
I can't sleep.
Just when I thought it was coming together
Piece by piece,
I watched it all crumble again.
The shell is piecing back together again
Soon I'll be numb,
Ignorant to the feelings deep down
Feelings I don't want to know,
Soon, very soon, I won't feel at all.
I can't think straight.
I can't see right
Things seem so imposible
Even in the light.